Sad News. Video confirms the execution and beheading of Goto.

                                

                                                              R.I.P. Kenji Goto.
The art and journalist community will honor your work, contributions and bravery.
bye.

Yum yummy for this tummy.

 ...with no bread please cuz that's carbs and that's Bad for you.  Hellllooooo.! - duh.  bye.

Ridiculous. Upsetting. Dumb move.

So, Michael Fassbinder has been officially cast and is shooting yet another Steve Jobs bio pic. Sorry, I'm not buyin' this. Listen, Fassbinder is top notch (and he won me over forever in his portrayal as Bobby Sands in the film, 'HUNGER') , but no way on earth am I going to be convinced that he is JOBS. Especially after seeing the on-location stills. Kutcher did a great 'JOB' - pun intended.

Leave this story alone for a bit Hollywood. Stop the greed. The smart thing to do now is wait until APPLE fully sinks (which is very soon) , then summon up the Steve Job's spirit and revitalize 'hope' by releasing an epic biopic that reminds ppl of the true power of inspiring 'new ideas.'

bye.

bobbylink: http://www.bobbysandstrust.com

Even Clint didn't see this coming.

Well, it looks like the President's wife and her 'staged-scripted-calculated' public rant/defense of the nominated film, 'AMERICAN SNIPER' at this week's Veterans event (National Geographic Society in Washington) just directed the Academy on who to award this year's Best Picture trophy to. Wow. If only Lindsay Lohan or others knew that it could be this easy to win an Oscar. Geez Louise. I predict that now not only will 'American Sniper' clean house this year - due to Michele's public advocacy for the film's depiction of war trauma - but this lady will now be invited and paid big bucks$$$$ to speak publically for all of next years full round of nominated films.

crazypoliticallymotivatedspeechlink:http://www.bostonherald.com/inside_track/celebrity_news/2015/01/first_lady_michelle_obama_offers_praise_for_american_sniper

The good news about this matter is that Clint Eastwood directed this movie. And as he continues to create work in his 80's, the man deserves a standing ovation in 2015 for his life-long contributions made to the craft and art form of cinema.

bye.

p.s. The irony about this is that Republican Mitt Romney announced this week that he will not be running for president in the upcoming election. And Clint was very publically humiliated by his terrible 'empty chair' attack on Prez Obama at the 2012 Republican National Convention. So, it appears, that the healing process for Clint and Barack Hussein has begun. Maybe Clint will register as a Democrat before he drops dead. Something to think about. bye again. Over and out.

A method of non-acting

Thinking about actor John Cusack. Snow. And the movie 'Better Off Dead.'  Weird. Bye.

Sedgwick.

 



     'you can tell by ppl's eyes.'  xo

      

 
Nice People (teaser) from Joey Huertas on Vimeo.

Blondie at her best.

Rest in peace CBGB club. bye.

SoHo , N.Y.

SoHo street wall tag. bye. 

p.s. 

http://www.artslant.com/global/artists/show/249245-joey-huertas-aka-jane-public

'This Sick Beat'

and the following is what a 'sick' hawk looks like. God bless Elmers glue. ..

What the heck, who's surprised?

'MONTAGE OF HECK' finally tells the truth:
https://celebrity.yahoo.com/news/courtney-love-admits-she-used-heroin-while-pregnant-with-frances-bean-before-kurt-cobain-s-death-153752950.html

Happy Birthday Jackson Pollack !

Love you Jackson. You were the real deal Holyfield.  bye.

Kristen Stewart gets nominated - finally.

https://www.yahoo.com/movies/kristen-stewart-is-the-rare-american-to-get-109427916482.html

Like Stewart, Jennifer Aniston has also landed her greatest performance ever with this new film, CAKE.  I had been avoiding this cake for weeks. then I dug my teeth into it and Lord she is great in it.This film is good because of Aniston. I know that sounds crazy but it's true. Aniston from TV's FRIENDS 'takes the cake' with this new one (pun intended, as usual).  bye.

Castro demands Guantanamo Bay in return for US-Cuba diplomatic deal.

so much for high hopes. bye.

p.s. If trapped at GTMO in duct tape while deperately waiting for the political nonsense to come to an end can you still 'set yourself free?' Well, of course ! ... and here's a 'course' on how to do so... linkductTapeclass101: http://www.reshareworthy.com/how-to-escape-duct-tape/

yup. bye.

'Midnight Rider' and Sarah Jones

Film Reporter - 

The family of Sarah Jones - the camera assistant killed during the filming of, "Midnight Rider"— has dismissed Gregg Allman, executive producer Michael Lehman and Open Road Films as defendants in its wrongful death suit (a brilliant legal strategy thought Jane).

The family filed the suit in May against the film’s director, producers, some of its crew, Allman, distributor Open Road Films and the companies that own the railroad tracks and surrounding land. The suit, which also includes charges of negligence, asks for unspecified damages for Jones’ death and pain and suffering, plus punitive damages.

Jones died on Feb. 20, just minutes into the first day of shooting of the Allman biopic. The crew was shooting a dream sequence in which a hospitalized Allman sees his dead brother Duane on a bridge when a train struck the bed, turning its metal parts into shrapnel. Several crew members suffered injuries as they were hit by flying metal or the train itself. Jones was hit by a piece of metal and knocked into the path of the train.

A March 9 trial date has been set in Georgia for four defendants facing criminal charges related to the death of Jones and other injuries on the set. Director Randall Miller, producer Jody Savin, executive producer Jay Sedrish and first assistant director Hillary Schwartz face charges of involuntary manslaughter and criminal trespass.

Each has pleaded not guilty.

Jones family attorney Jeff Harris of Harris Penn Lowry LLP announced Thursday that Allman, Lehman and Open Road Films will be dismissed from the civil litigation.

“This firm was hired by Richard and Elizabeth Jones to find out exactly what happened to their daughter, what decisions were made that led to that fateful day and to determine, and ultimately hold accountable, those who were involved,” said Harris.

“After reviewing the many thousands of pages of documents, and other information we have obtained through the legal discovery process, it is clear that Mr. Allman and Mr. Lehman had no involvement in any of the decisions that resulted in Sarah’s death,” Harris said. “Our investigation has also shown that, in this case, Open Road Films was not directly involved in the poor decisions that led to this horrific event and the tragic loss of Sarah’s life. As a result, we are dismissing all claims against the three parties.”

Sarah Jones’ father Richard Jones also issued a statement on behalf of the family.

“The legal process is working and questions are being answered,” said Richard Jones on behalf of the Jones family. “During a very difficult and trying time for our family, Gregg Allman and Michael Lehman demonstrated their genuine sorrow over the loss of our daughter and their willingness to work with us in the future to ensure safe film sets for all. For that, we are grateful.”

Harris also issued a statement Thursday discussing the reasoning for including multiple defendants in the civil lawsuit.

“In the days and months following the accident, the Jones family was unable to access most of the evidence in this case because of legal protections in place as a part of the pending federal and state investigations into occupational safety, railway safety and potential criminal and civil liability,” Harris said. “At the same time, various parties involved made numerous conflicting and contradictory public statements about the sequence of events leading to the tragedy. The comprehensive civil lawsuit filed by the Jones family, naming multiple defendants, allowed access to extensive and voluminous evidence. We very much appreciate Mr. Allman’s and Mr. Lehman’s full cooperation during discovery and are pleased we’ve reached a place of closure with them as well as Open Road. The investigation into the actions and involvement of the remaining defendants is ongoing.”

bye Sarah. p.s. Justice is coming your way.

p.s.s. link: 
http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/midnight-rider-case-settlement-reached-750352

Yoko Tuna Melt Deluxe.

Yoko's diner selfie. There was no 'fly' around. Roaches - yes... Flies - no.  Bye. 

P.S. Reference to her classic 16mm film, 'Fly.'

Preparing to back-up to digital media.

No matter how much you romantisize analog, ya just gotta back yo shit up. 

bye. 

Ghostbusters Sequel Coming Soon !

 Getting the popcorn poppin' for this movie - starting now! Bye.

Bonamassa.

Listening to Joe Bonassa 'Live' lent to me by a pal. I'm totally hooked. True raw roadhouse blues. Love it. Thumbs up. Way up. I cannot vouch for any studio (potentially polished recordings) but live he's damn good. bye. 

Governors Island.

                                           
                                           

Rest In Peace stranger.

Rest in peace mr shovel. And thanks for the memories...even though I've only seen you this once and actually have no memories of you, at all. Looks like life has been lil' rough on ya tho. Farewell. 'Get over it.' You got it easy now. Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.  bye. 

Anne Sexton 1928-1974

More Than Myself

Not that it was beautiful,
but that, in the end, there was
a certain sense of order there;
something worth learning
in that narrow diary of my mind,
in the commonplaces of the asylum
where the cracked mirror
or my own selfish death
outstared me . . .
I tapped my own head;
it was glass, an inverted bowl.
It's small thing
to rage inside your own bowl.
At first it was private.
Then it was more than myself.

Title sequences.

Soundtracks.

       

Donate Today.

http://www.acidviolence.org

Somayeh Mehri (29 yrs old) and her daughter Rana Afghanipour (3 yrs old) give each other a kiss. Since their disfigurement in an acid attack, they say, others don’t like to kiss them.  bye.

Dinner.

Popcorn as a side dish for the heck of it, and perhaps to have grains to suck into the crevices of my teeth. sumthin' to 'suck up to.' bye."We know that self-objectification leads to a lot of terrible things, like depression and eating disorders," she added.

objectify

v.

1838, from Medieval Latin objectum (see object (n.)) + -fy. Related:Objectified ; objectifying.

'Hurry, hurry, read all about it!'

Big 'Yay!'  bye.

The NYC Bronx Blizzard Blues...

          

       And by the way Happy Birthday Mozart!     bye.

The beauty of the pencil sharpener.

The beauty of non-digital mechanical things. bye. 

Fisheye Red.

Super rare Nikkor 6mm fisheye lens with a 220 degree field of view!  bye.

Bronx Bigfoot ! !!

An 8 ft tall Sasquatch was spotted running into highway traffic in the Bronx during this 2015 blizzard !!! Anthropologists and city biologists are negotiating with locals as attempts to safely capture the creature are underway. The creature was last seen head diving into a local Bronx bodega and sliding down Gun Hill road. Street gangs 'Bloods' and 'Crips' have agreed not to shoot the beast, but rumor is that both gangs are highly anticipating recruiting the beast. Bronx residents have been ordered by the Mayor of New York to not open up apartment doors to anybody or anything taller than 4 feet. All Fed Ex and UPS delivery agencies have been ordered to not approach private homes and to not approach any hairy ambulatory moving objects so most workers called in-sick today. Be safe!  Bigfoot lives. bye. 

'This way please.'   bye.  

Dear Jane, 
the day I left home for the first time to go to university was a bright day brimming with hope and optimism. I'd done well at school. No Ambien. Expectations for me were high, and I gleefully entered the student lifeof lectures, parties and traffic cone theft.

0:27Now appearances, of course, can be deceptive, and to an extent, this feisty, energetic persona of lecture-going and traffic cone stealing was a veneer, albeit a very well-crafted and convincing one.Underneath, I was actually deeply unhappy, insecure and fundamentally frightened -- frightened of other people, of the future, of failure and of the emptiness that I felt was within me. But I was skilled at hiding it, and from the outside appeared to be someone with everything to hope for and aspire to. This fantasy of invulnerability was so complete that I even deceived myself, and as the first semester ended and the second began, there was no way that anyone could have predicted what was just about to happen.

1:09I was leaving a seminar when it started, humming to myself, fumbling with my bag just as I'd done a hundred times before, when suddenly I heard a voice calmly observe, "She is leaving the room."

1:22I looked around, and there was no one there, but the clarity and decisiveness of the comment was unmistakable. Shaken, I left my books on the stairs and hurried home, and there it was again. "She is opening the door."

1:33This was the beginning. The voice had arrived. And the voice persisted, days and then weeks of it, on and on, narrating everything I did in the third person.

1:44"She is going to the library."

1:46"She is going to a lecture." It was neutral, impassive and even, after a while, strangely companionate and reassuring, although I did notice that its calm exterior sometimes slipped and that it occasionally mirrored my own unexpressed emotion. So, for example, if I was angry and had to hide it, which I often did, being very adept at concealing how I really felt, then the voice would sound frustrated. Otherwise, it was neither sinister nor disturbing, although even at that point it was clear that it had something to communicate to me about my emotions, particularly emotions which were remote and inaccessible.

2:21Now it was then that I made a fatal mistake, in that I told a friend about the voice, and she was horrified.A subtle conditioning process had begun, the implication that normal people don't hear voices and the fact that I did meant that something was very seriously wrong. Such fear and mistrust was infectious.Suddenly the voice didn't seem quite so benign anymore, and when she insisted that I seek medical attention, I duly complied, and which proved to be mistake number two.

2:49I spent some time telling the college G.P. about what I perceived to be the real problem: anxiety, low self-worth, fears about the future, and was met with bored indifference until I mentioned the voice, upon which he dropped his pen, swung round and began to question me with a show of real interest. And to be fair, I was desperate for interest and help, and I began to tell him about my strange commentator.And I always wish, at this point, the voice had said, "She is digging her own grave."

3:14I was referred to a psychiatrist, who likewise took a grim view of the voice's presence, subsequently interpreting everything I said through a lens of latent insanity. For example, I was part of a student TV station that broadcast news bulletins around the campus, and during an appointment which was running very late, I said, "I'm sorry, doctor, I've got to go. I'm reading the news at six." Now it's down on my medical records that Eleanor has delusions that she's a television news broadcaster.

3:41It was at this point that events began to rapidly overtake me. A hospital admission followed, the first of many, a diagnosis of schizophrenia came next, and then, worst of all, a toxic, tormenting sense of hopelessness, humiliation and despair about myself and my prospects.

4:01But having been encouraged to see the voice not as an experience but as a symptom, my fear and resistance towards it intensified. Now essentially, this represented taking an aggressive stance towards my own mind, a kind of psychic civil war, and in turn this caused the number of voices to increase and grow progressively hostile and menacing. Helplessly and hopelessly, I began to retreat into this nightmarish inner world in which the voices were destined to become both my persecutors and my only perceived companions. They told me, for example, that if I proved myself worthy of their help, then they could change my life back to how it had been, and a series of increasingly bizarre tasks was set, a kind of labor of Hercules. It started off quite small, for example, pull out three strands of hair, but gradually it grew more extreme, culminating in commands to harm myself, and a particularly dramatic instruction:

4:55"You see that tutor over there? You see that glass of water? Well, you have to go over and pour it over him in front of the other students."

5:01Which I actually did, and which needless to say did not endear me to the faculty.

5:05In effect, a vicious cycle of fear, avoidance, mistrust and misunderstanding had been established, and this was a battle in which I felt powerless and incapable of establishing any kind of peace or reconciliation.

5:19Two years later, and the deterioration was dramatic. By now, I had the whole frenzied repertoire:terrifying voices, grotesque visions, bizarre, intractable delusions. My mental health status had been a catalyst for discrimination, verbal abuse, and physical and sexual assault, and I'd been told by my psychiatrist, "Eleanor, you'd be better off with cancer, because cancer is easier to cure than schizophrenia." I'd been diagnosed, drugged and discarded, and was by now so tormented by the voices that I attempted to drill a hole in my head in order to get them out.

5:57Now looking back on the wreckage and despair of those years, it seems to me now as if someone died in that place, and yet, someone else was saved. A broken and haunted person began that journey, but the person who emerged was a survivor and would ultimately grow into the person I was destined to be.

6:19Many people have harmed me in my life, and I remember them all, but the memories grow pale and faint in comparison with the people who've helped me. The fellow survivors, the fellow voice-hearers,the comrades and collaborators; the mother who never gave up on me, who knew that one day I would come back to her and was willing to wait for me for as long as it took; the doctor who only worked with me for a brief time but who reinforced his belief that recovery was not only possible but inevitable, and during a devastating period of relapse told my terrified family, "Don't give up hope. I believe that Eleanor can get through this. Sometimes, you know, it snows as late as May, but summer always comes eventually."

7:05Fourteen minutes is not enough time to fully credit those good and generous people who fought with me and for me and who waited to welcome me back from that agonized, lonely place. But together, they forged a blend of courage, creativity, integrity, and an unshakeable belief that my shattered self could become healed and whole. I used to say that these people saved me, but what I now know is they did something even more important in that they empowered me to save myself, and crucially, they helped me to understand something which I'd always suspected: that my voices were a meaningful response to traumatic life events, particularly childhood events, and as such were not my enemies but a source of insight into solvable emotional problems.

7:49Now, at first, this was very difficult to believe, not least because the voices appeared so hostile and menacing, so in this respect, a vital first step was learning to separate out a metaphorical meaning from what I'd previously interpreted to be a literal truth. So for example, voices which threatened to attack my home I learned to interpret as my own sense of fear and insecurity in the world, rather than an actual, objective danger.

8:14Now at first, I would have believed them. I remember, for example, sitting up one night on guard outside my parents' room to protect them from what I thought was a genuine threat from the voices. Because I'd had such a bad problem with self-injury that most of the cutlery in the house had been hidden, so I ended up arming myself with a plastic fork, kind of like picnic ware, and sort of sat outside the roomclutching it and waiting to spring into action should anything happen. It was like, "Don't mess with me.I've got a plastic fork, don't you know?" Strategic.

8:43But a later response, and much more useful, would be to try and deconstruct the message behind the words, so when the voices warned me not to leave the house, then I would thank them for drawing my attention to how unsafe I felt -- because if I was aware of it, then I could do something positive about it -- but go on to reassure both them and myself that we were safe and didn't need to feel frightened anymore. I would set boundaries for the voices, and try to interact with them in a way that was assertive yet respectful, establishing a slow process of communication and collaboration in which we could learn to work together and support one another.

9:17Throughout all of this, what I would ultimately realize was that each voice was closely related to aspects of myself, and that each of them carried overwhelming emotions that I'd never had an opportunity to process or resolve, memories of sexual trauma and abuse, of anger, shame, guilt, low self-worth. The voices took the place of this pain and gave words to it, and possibly one of the greatest revelations was when I realized that the most hostile and aggressive voices actually represented the parts of me that had been hurt most profoundly, and as such, it was these voices that needed to be shown the greatest compassion and care.

9:52It was armed with this knowledge that ultimately I would gather together my shattered self, each fragment represented by a different voice, gradually withdraw from all my medication, and return to psychiatry, only this time from the other side. Ten years after the voice first came, I finally graduated,this time with the highest degree in psychology the university had ever given, and one year later, the highest masters, which shall we say isn't bad for a madwoman. In fact, one of the voices actually dictated the answers during the exam, which technically possibly counts as cheating.

10:24(Laughter)

10:26And to be honest, sometimes I quite enjoyed their attention as well. As Oscar Wilde has said, the only thing worse than being talked about is not being talked about. It also makes you very good at eavesdropping, because you can listen to two conversations simultaneously. So it's not all bad.

10:40I worked in mental health services, I spoke at conferences, I published book chapters and academic articles, and I argued, and continue to do so, the relevance of the following concept: that an important question in psychiatry shouldn't be what's wrong with you but rather what's happened to you. And all the while, I listened to my voices, with whom I'd finally learned to live with peace and respect and which in turn reflected a growing sense of compassion, acceptance and respect towards myself. And I remember the most moving and extraordinary moment when supporting another young woman who was terrorized by her voices, and becoming fully aware, for the very first time, that I no longer felt that way myself but was finally able to help someone else who was.

11:24For me, the achievements of the Hearing Voices Movement are a reminder that empathy, fellowship,justice and respect are more than words; they are convictions and beliefs, and that beliefs can change the world. In the last 20 years, the Hearing Voices Movement has established hearing voices networksin 26 countries across five continents, working together to promote dignity, solidarity and empowerment for individuals in mental distress, to create a new language and practice of hope, which, at its very center, lies an unshakable belief in the power of the individual.

12:58As Peter Levine has said, the human animal is a unique being endowed with an instinctual capacity to heal and the intellectual spirit to harness this innate capacity. In this respect, for members of society,there is no greater honor or privilege than facilitating that process of healing for someone, to bear witness, to reach out a hand, to share the burden of someone's suffering, and to hold the hope for their recovery. And likewise, for survivors of distress and adversity, that we remember we don't have to live our lives forever defined by the damaging things that have happened to us. We are unique. We are irreplaceable. What lies within us can never be truly colonized, contorted, or taken away. The light never goes out.

13:46As a very wonderful doctor once said to me, "Don't tell me what other people have told you about yourself. Tell me about you."

13:55Thank you Jane Public. My name is Eleanor. 

13:57(Applause)
bye.